Evet evet do\u011fru okudunuz, ben de yaz\u0131m yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 yapmad\u0131m. Buradaki, \u201csefere \u00e7\u0131kmak\u201d metarofik bir kullan\u0131m elbette.
\n\u0130\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz evrede yo\u011fun \u015fekilde artan ve normalle\u015fmeye y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f bir mevzuya de\u011finmek istiyorum. Antidepresanlar. (Klinik ve ba\u015f etmesi cidden zor baz\u0131 ruhsal rahats\u0131zl\u0131klardan dolay\u0131 al\u0131nmas\u0131 gerekenlerden bahsetmiyorum.) Konu hassas o nedenle ince eleyip s\u0131k dokuyarak ifade etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum.
\nEvet, antidepresanlar. Neden artt\u0131 bunlar\u0131n kullan\u0131m\u0131, nereye gidiyoruz b\u00f6yle gibi kli\u015fe \u015feyler yazmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Ben sadece, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuzda anne babalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bize olan tav\u0131rlar\u0131 ile antidepresan haplar aras\u0131nda bir ba\u011f kurdum onu anlatmak istiyorum. Tabi bu bir genelleme, herkes i\u00e7in ge\u00e7erli olmayacakt\u0131r.
\nHani biz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken, b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz, anne babalar\u0131m\u0131z \u201csus, sen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcks\u00fcn, sesini \u00e7\u0131karma, a\u011flama, ba\u011f\u0131rma, konu\u015fma\u201d derlerdi ya, biz bundan dolay\u0131 duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimizi ifade edemezdik hani i\u00e7imize i\u00e7imize ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, k\u0131zar, a\u011flard\u0131k. Sonra ne olurdu oyuncak al\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131, parka g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc mutlu olurduk o an. Ama \u00f6nceki duygular\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7imizde g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc kalm\u0131\u015f olurdu. Kimse de sormazd\u0131 senin derdin ne diye. \u015eimdi \u00e7ocukken \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimiz \u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc: sus, ifade etme, sende kals\u0131n duygun ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncen. Beynimizde sinaptik ba\u011flant\u0131lar olu\u015ftu ve bu bast\u0131rma hali normal gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu \u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u00fc tekrar sa\u011flayabilecek \u015fey ne? Antidepresan. O nedenle g\u00fcvenli geliyor olabilir bize, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocukken susmak, duygular\u0131 bast\u0131rmak do\u011fru oland\u0131 ve anne babalar\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6nerdi\u011fine g\u00f6re bu g\u00fcvenliydi. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck ve s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar bast\u0131. Hap\u00e7\u0131 olduk \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 sonra. \u0130lac\u0131 ald\u0131k, iyiyiz sand\u0131k, at\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde d\u00f6rtnala gidiyoruz gibi hissettik tek bir farkla: dizginler bu sefer at\u0131n elindeydi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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